Nov 07, 2008 14:17
UGH! How come when I want to be left alone no one will fucking leave me alone but when I'm sitting here alone and lonely and need to be around people everyone is too fucking busy for me?
I dont like being in Orlando...I miss my own bed...and I hate sitting in the stupid library alone...and I hate sleeping on tiny couches or on floors...I'm so fucking achy and cranky and depressed...and hungry even...I just want to be curled up in my bed sleeping right now...
And to top things off I forgot my hairdryer at home so my hair looks like shit...and I left my debit card in my other pants so I dont have that...and I have no cash...so if I want to eat or buy anything I have to charge it to my credit card...
I'm hungry and everyone is too busy to eat with me and I dont want to eat alone...I want Sara more than anything I want to have dinner with her...or Ruby or Fatty or Steven even...I just need to be around friends right now...
I'm tired and I'm hungry and I'm stressed out and depressed...horribly horrible combination...I cant even concentrate on my homework...
Well I have to try to get this stupid homework done...maybe I'll try to find someone with a bed to sleep in tonight...I dont know if I can sleep on that damn couch again...