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reasons why i have had a finity of crying spells in the last 48 hours:
it is winter time (this season) which means an onset of lethargy/depression
i have a whole new set of classes, a whole new set of stressors (this semester)
its just that time of the month (this week)
i am not good enough to be the love-of-my-life's love-of-his-life (last night)
i am homesick (forever)
my best friend is moving away (in 2 weeks) which reinforces the homesickness
my family is relocating yet again (next month) which reinforces the homesickness again
i have to find a way to tell my roommate that i don't want her to be my roommate anymore (tomorrow)
i miss my family (like always)
i am in love (last 4 years) and that is a journey all its own
i am realizing that i actually mean something to someone (right now)
and... i haven't cried in far too long (period)
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