F'in rant!
OMG!!!!
I am so mad I could scream!!! Money is going to be the death of me!! Every damn time I think.."ok we will be fine" something else comes and kicks the living shit out of me. So since my husband failed to find out how much EXACTLY the summer school session costs, I am left to FREAK THE FUCK OUT!!! So he was off by just over 300.00 for just the first session. See I thought, (there is the 1st problem) that both sessions together were going to be about 1000.00. BUT NOOOOOOOOO, it's 1380.00 per session. SO this big check we got from the Military went for credit cards and a new monitor and a few other things AND to pay off HBU and was to pay for BOTH sessions. Now this is the issue....we still owe an other 1380.00 for the next session. Now he is getting a Pell grant BUT anyone who has received a Pell knows that it will NOT cover the tuition. I approve some frivolouse spending at times cuz I think we have it. Now I have realized I can no longer do that. I have to have extra cash on hand at all times because my husband does not have a clue about the value of a dollar.
I could just cry!! I will be so glad when he is done with school and starts teaching.....I swear I am gonna dump all the bills on him and let him feel the stress. I hate, HATE ,HATE, being in control of the money(MOST OF THE TIME).
Soon I may crack...just split right the fuck open.
So if we have plans..other than the Girls night Out...consider us out. We just can afford to do ANYTHING!
Please know this...I love my husband with all my heart but at times I just want to choke him.
I am so mad I could scream!!! Money is going to be the death of me!! Every damn time I think.."ok we will be fine" something else comes and kicks the living shit out of me. So since my husband failed to find out how much EXACTLY the summer school session costs, I am left to FREAK THE FUCK OUT!!! So he was off by just over 300.00 for just the first session. See I thought, (there is the 1st problem) that both sessions together were going to be about 1000.00. BUT NOOOOOOOOO, it's 1380.00 per session. SO this big check we got from the Military went for credit cards and a new monitor and a few other things AND to pay off HBU and was to pay for BOTH sessions. Now this is the issue....we still owe an other 1380.00 for the next session. Now he is getting a Pell grant BUT anyone who has received a Pell knows that it will NOT cover the tuition. I approve some frivolouse spending at times cuz I think we have it. Now I have realized I can no longer do that. I have to have extra cash on hand at all times because my husband does not have a clue about the value of a dollar.
I could just cry!! I will be so glad when he is done with school and starts teaching.....I swear I am gonna dump all the bills on him and let him feel the stress. I hate, HATE ,HATE, being in control of the money(MOST OF THE TIME).
Soon I may crack...just split right the fuck open.
So if we have plans..other than the Girls night Out...consider us out. We just can afford to do ANYTHING!
Please know this...I love my husband with all my heart but at times I just want to choke him.