Ho boy it's gonna be a looooooooong day....
Tom went home yesterday, to be honest it was just as well since he kind of reverted back to his old ways. You know the drill, spending three hours to get out of bed >_< It was pretty obvious that his mind was already back in Reading. We went for coffee and things but he wasn't really there if you know what I mean. I mean, I can sympathise because when I have to travel I get angsty and itch-footed until I'm on the way but still......meh-ifying. Especially since when I got on with things in the evening he called me a couple of times to say hi. Even at one point when I didn't have time to pick up he got his mate to call my home phone and tell me to call him. It's irritating because sometimes I'm not really in a position to talk and I don't need nagging on both sides to pick up so he can say 'Hi'. Couple that with the fact my director was texting me all day saying 'Jenny I really need to talk to you!!' when it wasn't urgent but something he could happily just had emailed me about I end up thinking oh FFS, I have a life of my own you know! you may be the centre of your own private universe, but you ain't in mine! GRRR.
Apart from usual-usual-snore-snore I ended up talking to the boy for a long while, which was nice. Difference between this and the earlier 'attention'? Well for a start I don't need to tell him that I'm busy, he knows. Also we're talking to benefit both of us not just for me to benefit him. I.e. I don't feel like he's just using me to fix his problems/provide feel-goods. And he makes me feel more motivated rather than drained. Funny how a change in attitude can leave such a different impression.
Soooooo today....already sent off the couple of emails I needed to to, so yay! Though tonight is the biggie. I'm going to replicate the end of first term by going into the editing studio for a twelve hour stint. 5pm til 5am. It sounds a lot I know, but I want to do a mega-push before sunday. I want to try to get at least the majority fo the rough cuts done. I'll be shattered I know and I'm likely to come back on friday morning in a near-coma, but it should be worth it...........I hope >_<
It also kind of sucks because Reu is going to London to visit some friends this weekend. Yeah I know I'm going to be seeing him for a week next wednesday and yes I'm glad he's getting a chance to catch up but I'll still miss him. I maaaaay have drawn us but as our gender-swapped alter-egos Rebecca and Jeremy :D Ooh yes I do that crazeh shiz. If I knew more about the girl's alter-egos I would draw them too. I've sort of started but I donnae know what their hair etc. would look like. I may fini that eventually and stick it up later.
Until next time (most likely when I'm despairing in the Sadie room)....TTFN
J
Apart from usual-usual-snore-snore I ended up talking to the boy for a long while, which was nice. Difference between this and the earlier 'attention'? Well for a start I don't need to tell him that I'm busy, he knows. Also we're talking to benefit both of us not just for me to benefit him. I.e. I don't feel like he's just using me to fix his problems/provide feel-goods. And he makes me feel more motivated rather than drained. Funny how a change in attitude can leave such a different impression.
Soooooo today....already sent off the couple of emails I needed to to, so yay! Though tonight is the biggie. I'm going to replicate the end of first term by going into the editing studio for a twelve hour stint. 5pm til 5am. It sounds a lot I know, but I want to do a mega-push before sunday. I want to try to get at least the majority fo the rough cuts done. I'll be shattered I know and I'm likely to come back on friday morning in a near-coma, but it should be worth it...........I hope >_<
It also kind of sucks because Reu is going to London to visit some friends this weekend. Yeah I know I'm going to be seeing him for a week next wednesday and yes I'm glad he's getting a chance to catch up but I'll still miss him. I maaaaay have drawn us but as our gender-swapped alter-egos Rebecca and Jeremy :D Ooh yes I do that crazeh shiz. If I knew more about the girl's alter-egos I would draw them too. I've sort of started but I donnae know what their hair etc. would look like. I may fini that eventually and stick it up later.
Until next time (most likely when I'm despairing in the Sadie room)....TTFN
J