NO you CANNOT come in!
Got woken up from yet another disturbing dream (this time a couple of my friends got pregnant and were planning abortions, and I went swimming and got my hair pulled by a mexican swim attendant) by a fucking ESTATE AGENT with a couple in tow demanding a viewing! I have had no notice of this whatsoever and had pants on the floor. I told him I had not recieved word, and he said 'Oooh but....can we have a look anyway?'. My response was a rather garbled 'Nono not really fit to let anyone in right now...'. Translation? 'I haven't even got my PJ bottoms on and I do not wish to start the day by showing my bum-bum to strangers.' I think that's reasonable....
Now for the rest of the day.....ack...
It's horrible outside. but I need to brave it to get on campus and do some worky-work. Worky-work consists of me sitting in the Sadie editing room cutting out long gaps, coughs, 'um's and dividing the whole thing into sections to eventually chop and change into a 30 minute programme. All before Sunday. Hahahahahaha. On Sunday I invaded visited by my lovely ladies of Reading, Laura, Rachel and Verity. Also tomorrow I get Tom visiting. This is interesting because true to form, Tom has intended to visit and then cancelled/organised and cancelled/organised many times again, Tom has eventually decided he misses me enough to warrant a visit tomorrow night. Mm. Ooooh the contrast to the lovey-dovey Tom-ness of many moons ago....
It will be interesting because what with me getting a new boyfriend and him getting a new job things have.....drifted a bit. Time will only tell as to whether we will be awkward around each other. I genuinly don't know what to do with anymore....he's the same as always, only spending time on me when he has no-one else and 'putting up with me until I go' when he has other friends/work etc. availiable. I hope he learns to value people better, I really do :( Especially if he's going to keep calling the same people several times a day for encouragement and support. I had to sort of wack his nose with a newspaper when he called 'Just to say I love you'. It's sounds harsh but I'm serious about Reu. If I say that's ok, it could lead to him trying something else. Better hurt a little now, then a lot later. I asked Rachel what to do and she said 'Just stay friends'. I think she fears Tom trying to steal me back. Reasonable I guess since he managed to when me and her were getting together. This is five years later though. I love Reuben and I wouldn't hurt him like that. The Tom stuff bothers me but it won't change how I feel about Reu. I love him, I really really do..... <3 (and no-one was more suprised by this extraordinary plot-twist than me....I never thought I'd fall in love again....but there you go. Being wrong can be a good thing sometimes). :)
Okaaay....minor angst over, I have a flat to tidy (in case I get yet MORE univited guests whilst I'm out) Clothes to pack for my adventures in Cambridge and a boyfriend to miss very much (I've banned myself from messaging him....I need to, it's too easy to get wrapped up in Reu/Jen land when I have srs bsns to get on with.....especially since we started sharing 'certain' pictures...heehee *new screensaver*)
Bleck. I don't want to work! *dives under duvet*
J