im tired

Jan 14, 2005 14:42

ok guys. i just need to put this out there...im tired. of everything. i guess im a good advice giver because people are always asking me for it. and im glad to be of service. really i am. i love all fo you. but is it possible for yall to just maybe consider the fact that i have problems of my own. i haven't been too happy lately, but no one has once asked me why. all yall seem to want is help. and its flatering, it really is. but i wish someone would just talk to me for once and not want to get something out of it.

i know this isn't going to be recieved very well. and a lot of you are gonna be angry. but for those of you who know you didn't do anything wrong, here are the people who have never asked me for help. sasha, chelle, and mike. those are the only people who have never ever asked me for help. at least not that i can remember. if you haven't and i didn't remember, please tell me. but im pretty sure that almost everyone i know has asked me for something before.

don't get me wrong. i ask for help. but it try to keep it to a minimum. i've only asked 2 people for help in the past couple weeks. brittany, and lauren. and its always been about the same thing. mike. and yes, that is what some of my personal problems are based on. but there are more. some that only a few of you know about. well i guess thats about it.

im sorry guys. i wish i were like old faithful and could just spit out advice for the rest of eternity, but im running low. i've given the same speech about faith at least 10 times in the past 3 days. im just tired. please don't be mad. thats not my intention. i just need a little time for me.

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Lucie
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