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hello there.
im worried. im trying not to be but i can't help it. im afriad of losing touch. i know that it seems dumb and that all of yall are probably thinking im dumb. and i probably am. but its just really hard not seeing you guys everyday. i miss having the same classes with the same teachers almost all year. and seeing the same people everyday. don't get me wrong, im glad that i've gotten to meet all the awesome people i have. but its just so hard. like, i used to talk to brittany everyday and now we hardly ever talk. same with kaitlin. and i miss them both. terribly. and i know you guys are tired of hearing about it, but i miss computer with julian and alex and clare. and i miss LA and history and just everything. we used to be, like, the tightest group of friends around and it just doesn't feel the same anymore.
and then i start doubting my choice not to do IB even thoug im happy with it. i still feel like the distance between us is my fault. its just not fun. and then summer will come and i will never get to see lauren, nicole, ashley, andy or adam because they live so far away. or sasha, or nicole canepa. and all you local guys will be hanging out everyday but i have to work and will never get to see you. i'll be rich. but unhappy. damn it all. damn growing up. i hate it.
congradulations if you read this whole thing and aren't disgusted with me. snaps for you. i still love you. =)
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Millie (for chelsie)
im worried. im trying not to be but i can't help it. im afriad of losing touch. i know that it seems dumb and that all of yall are probably thinking im dumb. and i probably am. but its just really hard not seeing you guys everyday. i miss having the same classes with the same teachers almost all year. and seeing the same people everyday. don't get me wrong, im glad that i've gotten to meet all the awesome people i have. but its just so hard. like, i used to talk to brittany everyday and now we hardly ever talk. same with kaitlin. and i miss them both. terribly. and i know you guys are tired of hearing about it, but i miss computer with julian and alex and clare. and i miss LA and history and just everything. we used to be, like, the tightest group of friends around and it just doesn't feel the same anymore.
and then i start doubting my choice not to do IB even thoug im happy with it. i still feel like the distance between us is my fault. its just not fun. and then summer will come and i will never get to see lauren, nicole, ashley, andy or adam because they live so far away. or sasha, or nicole canepa. and all you local guys will be hanging out everyday but i have to work and will never get to see you. i'll be rich. but unhappy. damn it all. damn growing up. i hate it.
congradulations if you read this whole thing and aren't disgusted with me. snaps for you. i still love you. =)
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Millie (for chelsie)