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Exams and shit. I hate Russian.
It's 2 am and I don't have to work for 10 hours; but I should be asleep, because i have the world's hardest exam EVAH on friday. Have I mentioned I hate Russian? I know, I have the shit memorized, but I'm going to foget it come Friday and look like an idiot.
I hate life too. Damn, this is a sucky update.
Oh, one positive thing! Mum and papi said if I lose like 10-15 lbs over the next few months I get lypo for graduation. Soooo I really need to give Val a call, see if we can do something. Because 'm quite desperate here. Just wish it werent' so cold right now and I weren't so fucking lazy.
Oh well, going home in a couple of days, means I'll rarely be online, and knowing my mum I won't be online after 9.30 anyway. Sucks ass yo. It also means that my mother will be driving me up the bloody wall every single day! I really don't know why I bother going back, I hate it there. The only positive is maybe seeing Tiff or Steve. Which brings me to another point, innit sad that I have 4 friends in the US? and only 2 in Gainesville.
Anyway, graduations a few months from now. Scary as hell. So... knowing my luck I won't be able to find a job, and I'll be stuck at McD's. What the hell does one due with a degree in German and Rusain anyway? I can't move to Germany, because an American degrees not very good over there, can't go to England cause I dunno why the hell they'd allow me into the country, all I'd end up doing is living in a box. As for the states, alll I have is the FBI and they wouldn't hire me cuz my Russian's shit. It's just ... grrr. I used to have such pretty dreams when I was little.
bah, I hate how I'm sounding; I'm out.
It's 2 am and I don't have to work for 10 hours; but I should be asleep, because i have the world's hardest exam EVAH on friday. Have I mentioned I hate Russian? I know, I have the shit memorized, but I'm going to foget it come Friday and look like an idiot.
I hate life too. Damn, this is a sucky update.
Oh, one positive thing! Mum and papi said if I lose like 10-15 lbs over the next few months I get lypo for graduation. Soooo I really need to give Val a call, see if we can do something. Because 'm quite desperate here. Just wish it werent' so cold right now and I weren't so fucking lazy.
Oh well, going home in a couple of days, means I'll rarely be online, and knowing my mum I won't be online after 9.30 anyway. Sucks ass yo. It also means that my mother will be driving me up the bloody wall every single day! I really don't know why I bother going back, I hate it there. The only positive is maybe seeing Tiff or Steve. Which brings me to another point, innit sad that I have 4 friends in the US? and only 2 in Gainesville.
Anyway, graduations a few months from now. Scary as hell. So... knowing my luck I won't be able to find a job, and I'll be stuck at McD's. What the hell does one due with a degree in German and Rusain anyway? I can't move to Germany, because an American degrees not very good over there, can't go to England cause I dunno why the hell they'd allow me into the country, all I'd end up doing is living in a box. As for the states, alll I have is the FBI and they wouldn't hire me cuz my Russian's shit. It's just ... grrr. I used to have such pretty dreams when I was little.
bah, I hate how I'm sounding; I'm out.