sigh
John and I had a great big fight last night, probably one of our worst. It came to the point of my telling him to leave me alone, and him getting dressed to leave and almost walking out the door. Me telling him that if he left, then he can not worry about coming back... It was the worst fight we've ever had. It sucks.
We talked about it a lot last night and there were many tears shed, and I think we worked most everything out. I'm still in an off mood today though. I think it will take some time for us to get back where we were not long ago...
Who knows we could be there magically, but I am guessing not.
I guess I'm just off cause of th BiPolar, but I just want to feel better. When I get that emotional it always throws me off for the next day or so... BLAH
I just feel off now.
I don't really know what the point of this post was, I guess to just complain.
At least I have my friends birthday party coming up tonight, which I am looking forward to, so, yay... Hopefully seeing people will help my mood!
BTW Hez, I failed the challenge... I'm going to bring something else tonight, cause I didn't have enough time to make the cake, with taking the kids back to Illinois. Sorry
We talked about it a lot last night and there were many tears shed, and I think we worked most everything out. I'm still in an off mood today though. I think it will take some time for us to get back where we were not long ago...
Who knows we could be there magically, but I am guessing not.
I guess I'm just off cause of th BiPolar, but I just want to feel better. When I get that emotional it always throws me off for the next day or so... BLAH
I just feel off now.
I don't really know what the point of this post was, I guess to just complain.
At least I have my friends birthday party coming up tonight, which I am looking forward to, so, yay... Hopefully seeing people will help my mood!
BTW Hez, I failed the challenge... I'm going to bring something else tonight, cause I didn't have enough time to make the cake, with taking the kids back to Illinois. Sorry