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[mistifi3d]

i sat one day, thinking that the year is almost over
i have experienced so many things throughout this year
...i've learned who i am
...who i can and cannot trust
...and that only I can truly make myself happy

i also thought about other things that i haven't accomplished yet
and whether or not i still have time to reach these goals
i kind of miss my summer self
...not worrying about anything at all
everything just fills my head day after day and it makes me feel so lost

for once in the past year i can admit i feel lost/absent/indecisive/unaccomplished/...empty