Procrastinating
I really should be doing a take-home midterm, but I don't want to so I decided that I would post on here instead. This should give me five more minutes of not having to think.
My brain is feeling fried right now. I'm half way through my first full semester at Rollins and I must admit it's a lot harder than community college. I love my classes and all of my teachers and I know that I shouldn't complain because a lot of people have it worse than me, but I'm feeling stressed with school and Fiona. Since I started back to school she has hit a really clingy stage. SHe wants to be held all the time or wants me to be sitting on the floor playing with her. It's hard to type with her sitting on my lap, but if I put her down it is hard to think with her screaming and reaching for me. Don't get me wrong I love Fiona and it makes me feel good that she wants and misses me, but it also wears me out and makes me feel a little guilty. When I walk through the door after school she clings to me like she thinks I'm going to disappear forever. I know that this is a stage that all babies go through but I worry that me going back to school has made it worse. I don't know maybe I'm just turning into a worrier period. Since I'm talking about Fiona I guess I should show a picture of her as well. This is her getting her daddy.
Well I've got to get to work. I can't procrastinate forever.
My brain is feeling fried right now. I'm half way through my first full semester at Rollins and I must admit it's a lot harder than community college. I love my classes and all of my teachers and I know that I shouldn't complain because a lot of people have it worse than me, but I'm feeling stressed with school and Fiona. Since I started back to school she has hit a really clingy stage. SHe wants to be held all the time or wants me to be sitting on the floor playing with her. It's hard to type with her sitting on my lap, but if I put her down it is hard to think with her screaming and reaching for me. Don't get me wrong I love Fiona and it makes me feel good that she wants and misses me, but it also wears me out and makes me feel a little guilty. When I walk through the door after school she clings to me like she thinks I'm going to disappear forever. I know that this is a stage that all babies go through but I worry that me going back to school has made it worse. I don't know maybe I'm just turning into a worrier period. Since I'm talking about Fiona I guess I should show a picture of her as well. This is her getting her daddy.
Well I've got to get to work. I can't procrastinate forever.