its not the same

Feb 28, 2005 17:18

i've got the blues.

family and friends..we're not connecting

i feel completely out of place...ALL the time.

open my mouth at home, get shot down. who doesn't want to go to africa for spring break? goddamn. nobody listens.

will the shouting never cease?

am i whispering? cause i'm not getting answers to my questions.

i feel like i'm forcing myself to be social.

not sure bout my choices.

still stressed out.

i think i've stopped trying,

but i'm still caring.

i'm sorry to those i walked out on earlier. i just can't get it together.

it doesn't have to be difficult, but that's how i make it. gr.
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