i am a silly fool
the blood has been sucked dry from my face, and i am in a nauscious, daze. the good news is that SATs are over FOREVER!! no matter how badly/well i did this morning. i will NEVER take them again. nEVER nEVER nEVEREVEREVEREVEREVER.k
been thinking about pasts/presents. and what is worth caring about with this time left. there's about 7 months til the end of school, which seems like something to complain about, but i am not.
assure ourselves we'll keep in touch, but we may not.
we crywecrywecrywecry but then we smile.
complaincomplaincomplaincomplain but then a phone rings.
achewacheeeacheeeeeeeeeeacheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew bless you.
and i sit her belly full wondering how i traveled from point A to point B without moving in no time at all as point C plans a sneak attack from behind
and i try to grab a handful of you all at once but naturally some will sift through
LASTS:
1. Last cigarette: quick drag wed. but weeks before then. i am done
2. Last kiss: too long. my dad on the top of the head last weekend if that counts
3. Last food consumed: carrots lettuce tofu wrap cereal apple mushrooms
4. Last crush: i'm in love with you all
5. Last phone call: my dad
RELATIONSHIPS:
1. Who is your best friend: never had
2. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: nope
FAVORITES:
1. Colors: moldy green and vericose veins purple
2. Foods: apples cookies
3. Favorite subject in school: english
4. Animals: dunno
5. Sports: futbol
6. Movie: napoleon dynamite, city of god, amelie, andy kaufman (sp?) types, spirited away
HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Given anyone a bath: my sisters when they were babies
2. Smoked: yea
3. Made yourself throw up: can't
4. Skinny dipped: nope
CURRENT:
1. Clothes: jeans, sweatshirt, 2 t shirts, socks, underwear
2. Music: hum of the computer
3. Make-up: none
4. IMs: everyone's away
LAST PERSON:
2. Hugged: dad
3. Imed: don't remember
4. Last person who slept at your house: haha debbie, annie, kim, lexi, melody last saturday
RANDOM:
1. In the morning I am: craving food
2. Love is: don't know (yet?)
3. I dream about: what ifs what will what has what won't
UNIQUE:
1. Nervous Habits?: peeling finger nails scratching my scalp and eating waaay too much
2. Are you double jointed?: nope
3. Can you roll your tongue?: yup
4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time?: yea
5. Can you blow spit bubble?: yea
6. Can you cross your eyes?: yea
7. Tattoos?: possibly maybe
8. Piercings and where?: doesn't feel like i do: eyebrow nose ears
9. Do you make your bed daily?: never, my covers rest on the rug
CLOTHES:
10. Which shoe goes on first? whichever i fancy
11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone?: no
12. On the average, how much money do you carry in your wallet?: haha i had hundreds a couple of days ago..my check from work just came in. now i am down to a few i stashed the afore mentioned cash for x mas gifts :)
13. What jewelry do you wear 24/7?: barbell for the eyebrow, nosething,earrings (the smallest blackest lil things) and sometimes a watch
14. Favorite piece of clothing?: sweatshirt with the cuts
FOOD:
15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: i don't like spaghetti
16. Have you ever eaten Spam?: nope
17. Favorite ice cream flavor?: ha been a long time. soy whatever i get my hands on
18. How many cereals in your cabinet?: nutty nutters? i dunno. that's what we had in the pantry
19. What's your favorite beverage?: green tea
20. What's your favorite restaurant?: naganos, asahi, the herbavore, burritoville
21. Do you cook?: sometimes
22. How often do you brush your teeth?: when they feel gross.that means once a day, usually
23. Hair drying method?: air, dryer if i'm cold
24. Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair?: not recently but it's been around the block
MANNERS:
25. Do you swear?: in jest
26. Do you ever spit?: flem it happens
WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE:
29. Month?: feb
30. Day?: sat the no school bit, no work, and sleeping in. possible bargain boxing
31. Favorite Cartoon Character?: aqua teens or sealab 2021
32. Shoe Brand?: rocketdog, roadhogs,aldo,report,adidas, pony!!
36. TV show?: aqua teens, sealab 2021, whenever i get the remote
IN AND AROUND:
37. The CD player?: anything. recenlty akudama
38. Person you talk most on the phone with?: i don't like the phone
39. Ever taken a cab?: yup
40. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors? bit of a habit
41. What color is your bedroom?: lime green with scribblings
42. First best friend: never had
43. First car: saturn
44. First date: this restaurant in the city
45. First real kiss: i have yet to experience one. a real one. like it was ment to happen and not just me going along with it
46. First screen name: valgrl89
47. First self purchased CD: jock jams..heeelll yea
48. First pets: a dog, it bit my cousin
49. First musician you remember hearing in your house: tito puente followed by led zepplin
LASTS:
51. Last car ride: this morning from sats
53. Last good cry: it was beautiful earlier this week. sometime then
54. Last library book checked out: something for sociology
55. Last movie seen: how to draw a bunny.
56. Last beverage drank: soy milk
60. Last time showered: yesterday afternoon
61. Last shoes worn: roadhogs, my clog socks
62. Last cd played: akudama last night
63. Last annoyance: my stomach..now and earlier
64. Last disappointment: leaving 5 blank in math 1c
65. Last shirt worn: purple stretch and black colored also stretch
66. Last website visited: my lj friends- where i go this
67. Last word/s you said: i'll be back to clean up this mess
69. What color socks are you wearing?: darkly striped fuzzy with holes
70. What color of underwear are you wearing?: white with blue trim ?
71. What's under your bed?: magazines, polaroids, cds, books, clothes, my rug, my bedsheets,my soul so the list goes
72. What time did you wake up today?: 7 well 4 ish am before then
FUTURE:
73. Where do you want to go?: chile and san francisco and europe
74. What is your career going to be?: artist human rights activist..i really don't know
75. How many kids do you want?: 3 at most..if any
76. What kind of car(s): a bike.
CURRENT:
77. Current mood: i have to peee!!!
79. Current taste: gross..yes i'm going to brush my teeth soon
80. Current hair: messy messy
81. Current annoyance(s): peeeee!
82. Current desktop picture:san francisco
83. Current color of toenails: chipped magenta
84. Current hate: time
85. Inside or aisle?:depends. its tricky on the airplane, do i wanna see out and be nauscious or get attacked by the food cart while trying to nap
LA LA LAND:
86. What's your sleeping position?: whatever i land in
87. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket?: no. it's cold and i don't have any
88. Do you sleepwalk?: don't think so
89. Do you talk in your sleep?: i guess..snore if ur lucky
90. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: i use them as pillows
91. How about with the light on?: nope
92. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on?: sometimes the cd player if i forget
well that's all folks!
been thinking about pasts/presents. and what is worth caring about with this time left. there's about 7 months til the end of school, which seems like something to complain about, but i am not.
assure ourselves we'll keep in touch, but we may not.
we crywecrywecrywecry but then we smile.
complaincomplaincomplaincomplain but then a phone rings.
achewacheeeacheeeeeeeeeeacheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew bless you.
and i sit her belly full wondering how i traveled from point A to point B without moving in no time at all as point C plans a sneak attack from behind
and i try to grab a handful of you all at once but naturally some will sift through
LASTS:
1. Last cigarette: quick drag wed. but weeks before then. i am done
2. Last kiss: too long. my dad on the top of the head last weekend if that counts
3. Last food consumed: carrots lettuce tofu wrap cereal apple mushrooms
4. Last crush: i'm in love with you all
5. Last phone call: my dad
RELATIONSHIPS:
1. Who is your best friend: never had
2. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: nope
FAVORITES:
1. Colors: moldy green and vericose veins purple
2. Foods: apples cookies
3. Favorite subject in school: english
4. Animals: dunno
5. Sports: futbol
6. Movie: napoleon dynamite, city of god, amelie, andy kaufman (sp?) types, spirited away
HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Given anyone a bath: my sisters when they were babies
2. Smoked: yea
3. Made yourself throw up: can't
4. Skinny dipped: nope
CURRENT:
1. Clothes: jeans, sweatshirt, 2 t shirts, socks, underwear
2. Music: hum of the computer
3. Make-up: none
4. IMs: everyone's away
LAST PERSON:
2. Hugged: dad
3. Imed: don't remember
4. Last person who slept at your house: haha debbie, annie, kim, lexi, melody last saturday
RANDOM:
1. In the morning I am: craving food
2. Love is: don't know (yet?)
3. I dream about: what ifs what will what has what won't
UNIQUE:
1. Nervous Habits?: peeling finger nails scratching my scalp and eating waaay too much
2. Are you double jointed?: nope
3. Can you roll your tongue?: yup
4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time?: yea
5. Can you blow spit bubble?: yea
6. Can you cross your eyes?: yea
7. Tattoos?: possibly maybe
8. Piercings and where?: doesn't feel like i do: eyebrow nose ears
9. Do you make your bed daily?: never, my covers rest on the rug
CLOTHES:
10. Which shoe goes on first? whichever i fancy
11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone?: no
12. On the average, how much money do you carry in your wallet?: haha i had hundreds a couple of days ago..my check from work just came in. now i am down to a few i stashed the afore mentioned cash for x mas gifts :)
13. What jewelry do you wear 24/7?: barbell for the eyebrow, nosething,earrings (the smallest blackest lil things) and sometimes a watch
14. Favorite piece of clothing?: sweatshirt with the cuts
FOOD:
15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: i don't like spaghetti
16. Have you ever eaten Spam?: nope
17. Favorite ice cream flavor?: ha been a long time. soy whatever i get my hands on
18. How many cereals in your cabinet?: nutty nutters? i dunno. that's what we had in the pantry
19. What's your favorite beverage?: green tea
20. What's your favorite restaurant?: naganos, asahi, the herbavore, burritoville
21. Do you cook?: sometimes
22. How often do you brush your teeth?: when they feel gross.that means once a day, usually
23. Hair drying method?: air, dryer if i'm cold
24. Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair?: not recently but it's been around the block
MANNERS:
25. Do you swear?: in jest
26. Do you ever spit?: flem it happens
WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE:
29. Month?: feb
30. Day?: sat the no school bit, no work, and sleeping in. possible bargain boxing
31. Favorite Cartoon Character?: aqua teens or sealab 2021
32. Shoe Brand?: rocketdog, roadhogs,aldo,report,adidas, pony!!
36. TV show?: aqua teens, sealab 2021, whenever i get the remote
IN AND AROUND:
37. The CD player?: anything. recenlty akudama
38. Person you talk most on the phone with?: i don't like the phone
39. Ever taken a cab?: yup
40. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors? bit of a habit
41. What color is your bedroom?: lime green with scribblings
42. First best friend: never had
43. First car: saturn
44. First date: this restaurant in the city
45. First real kiss: i have yet to experience one. a real one. like it was ment to happen and not just me going along with it
46. First screen name: valgrl89
47. First self purchased CD: jock jams..heeelll yea
48. First pets: a dog, it bit my cousin
49. First musician you remember hearing in your house: tito puente followed by led zepplin
LASTS:
51. Last car ride: this morning from sats
53. Last good cry: it was beautiful earlier this week. sometime then
54. Last library book checked out: something for sociology
55. Last movie seen: how to draw a bunny.
56. Last beverage drank: soy milk
60. Last time showered: yesterday afternoon
61. Last shoes worn: roadhogs, my clog socks
62. Last cd played: akudama last night
63. Last annoyance: my stomach..now and earlier
64. Last disappointment: leaving 5 blank in math 1c
65. Last shirt worn: purple stretch and black colored also stretch
66. Last website visited: my lj friends- where i go this
67. Last word/s you said: i'll be back to clean up this mess
69. What color socks are you wearing?: darkly striped fuzzy with holes
70. What color of underwear are you wearing?: white with blue trim ?
71. What's under your bed?: magazines, polaroids, cds, books, clothes, my rug, my bedsheets,my soul so the list goes
72. What time did you wake up today?: 7 well 4 ish am before then
FUTURE:
73. Where do you want to go?: chile and san francisco and europe
74. What is your career going to be?: artist human rights activist..i really don't know
75. How many kids do you want?: 3 at most..if any
76. What kind of car(s): a bike.
CURRENT:
77. Current mood: i have to peee!!!
79. Current taste: gross..yes i'm going to brush my teeth soon
80. Current hair: messy messy
81. Current annoyance(s): peeeee!
82. Current desktop picture:san francisco
83. Current color of toenails: chipped magenta
84. Current hate: time
85. Inside or aisle?:depends. its tricky on the airplane, do i wanna see out and be nauscious or get attacked by the food cart while trying to nap
LA LA LAND:
86. What's your sleeping position?: whatever i land in
87. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket?: no. it's cold and i don't have any
88. Do you sleepwalk?: don't think so
89. Do you talk in your sleep?: i guess..snore if ur lucky
90. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: i use them as pillows
91. How about with the light on?: nope
92. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on?: sometimes the cd player if i forget
well that's all folks!