My Inconsistent Journaling
And why is it inconsistent? It's either (a) I am bored and putting off a bunch of work OR (b) I am incredibly overwhelmed by something. And that something today has a name and a face. Her name is Keely and her face is amazingly cute. Despite these two wonderful facts, I am at a loss for what to do or where to go. I am lost. She is lost. Any move we make seems to be the blind leading the blind. (Please note that I am NOT making 'Miracle Worker' jokes at this time). :) I want so badly for this to work. Why am I fighting an uphill battle that I secretly know I cannot win? Why do I press onward in this overpoweringly emotional war? These are questions that I have no answers to. Perhaps I won't ever. Perhaps it's coming. Looking at the user picture, I just can't imagine that I have cause to fall into despair. There may be hope yet. One can wish, at least.