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This is either the product of a series of my own poor decisions that were bound to catch up with me eventually, or simply a string of coincidences whose result can only be described as karma or very bad luck. I can't help but feel I'm being punished for something.
You never really think about all the possible outcomes of every tiny decision until they all somehow lead to something horrible. Maybe we're just getting lucky the rest of the time and just don't realize it.
I have to get my mind out of all the what if's though, because those won't do me any good. But there's so much more hope in the past than there is in the future.
I still can hardly believe any of this is real. I know this is vague, but I really can't offer any more details at this point, and it might be a while until I can. I know I haven't posted here in a while and most of you I don't know in person, so you probably won't care, but for those of you who do, just keep me in your thoughts/prayers/whatever. -No, that sounds cheesy. Basically I just want anyone who cares to know that I'm pretty much fucked right now.
You never really think about all the possible outcomes of every tiny decision until they all somehow lead to something horrible. Maybe we're just getting lucky the rest of the time and just don't realize it.
I have to get my mind out of all the what if's though, because those won't do me any good. But there's so much more hope in the past than there is in the future.
I still can hardly believe any of this is real. I know this is vague, but I really can't offer any more details at this point, and it might be a while until I can. I know I haven't posted here in a while and most of you I don't know in person, so you probably won't care, but for those of you who do, just keep me in your thoughts/prayers/whatever. -No, that sounds cheesy. Basically I just want anyone who cares to know that I'm pretty much fucked right now.