Jul 14, 2006 10:38
I need to be more careful, I am neglecting to watch my step, watch my heart and hold my tongue.
I hope, by some form of grace, I will find such skill soon.
Yeah, I'm single again, at least, I think.
It's all very bewildering.
I don't know much about it except that it was a whirlwind romance and it was very difficult to track and control.
I think I won't be as hurt if I keep myself busy. Occupying myself is instrumental in my catharsis. That and Jonathan Roberts, man, that guy is my brother. Without him, I'd surely be lost for a while. Even though he can't see this because no LJ/internet access, a bit shout-out to him.
I got to say, this has been the week from hell, in regards to fluctuating emotions, ridiculous amounts of outdoor labor and just general worrying.
Have I gone grey yet?
I'm not going to get cynical again, I promise everyone that.
I better go do something.