PRIVATE #2

[misterleetoyou]

Okay, so, I'm conflicted. More than just a bit conflicted, actually. I mean, these two fucking kids love me. One of which I'm already with, the other I keep feeling like I've kicked to the fucking curb. I feel like the other one is going to make it impossible for me to be happy with anyone other than him, which kinda sucks...though I wouldn't mind being with him if Oli wasn't here. But then again, I'm in love with Oli. And he's in love with me, and I've still got this other one trailing attached to me with his mood-swings. Somehow, I don't resent him. I don't hate him. Not even close. I love this kid more than I should, because none of this is fair to any of the two parties involved. And then there's William who's Daddy I'm supposed to be and I can't even do that right anymore because I feel awful for leaving him behind and everyone likes his brother more and that poor kid is left to wipe the fucking cum off of his stomach while people go back to their boyfriends after they're finished with him.

So I've got a fucking love-triangle and paternal instincts that are going crazy.

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