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Today I was cleaning my room and I was also rearranging my clothes. I was shocked to see how many of my old clothes, which did not fit me for ages, are now good. I also checked my weight and compared it with last year. I lost over 30kg in less than a year and went down by 6 sizes! Now I am more or less half way through - another 6 sizes to go and 30 more kg and I will look like a normal human being :)
From this perspective all of my health problems from before the accident and my time spent in the States seem very foreign. Now I can function, I don't go to bed traumatized, becasue I don't know what is going to happen during the night, and finally I start losing weight after all those years of diets and hours spent at the gym. Now I am eating everything I want and excercising not more than 2 hours a day and I start looking and feeling amazing. I live in a dream and I still fear that one day I am going to wake up and realize, that it never happened....
on a different note, I bought a car yesterday. Mitsubishi colt. Pretty. 3 doors, very small and girlish, with small engine and nice blue color.
From this perspective all of my health problems from before the accident and my time spent in the States seem very foreign. Now I can function, I don't go to bed traumatized, becasue I don't know what is going to happen during the night, and finally I start losing weight after all those years of diets and hours spent at the gym. Now I am eating everything I want and excercising not more than 2 hours a day and I start looking and feeling amazing. I live in a dream and I still fear that one day I am going to wake up and realize, that it never happened....
on a different note, I bought a car yesterday. Mitsubishi colt. Pretty. 3 doors, very small and girlish, with small engine and nice blue color.