Sep 21, 2005 10:18
I miss somethings. But i know that everthing dose in fact happen for a reason. But i dont know why the serten things happen. I know its all for the best. But still i cant figger out why it is that things happen. The last few days ive been looking back at the things iev done in the past. And there are somethings that im not to happy about. But some of the things that i did in the past where just...well for lack of a better words dunb, and quit selfish. But maby thats just how i am. I just dont want to do it agen.
To day i was walking down the hall way at school, and i went in to the rest room and i looked at my self in the meior. And there was someone looking back at me that i hardly know. I didnt really know what to think. I thught i knew who i was, and what i wanted. But im now seeing that its all just a fabrcation of what everyone els wants of me. I doubt that i know who i am with out this socal fabrcation thats been given to me. The days are just getting harder and harder with out a second half.
-Josh Olvera