Aug 19, 2008 11:51
why am i so tired all the time?
tired, achy, and just down.
so sick of feeling like shit.
still dealing with addiction. the smoking/nicotine addiction. been off/on the nicotine for 16 years now. mostly off but when i am on i feel like shit. finally went to the kaiser smoking cessation class so i can get on chantix. it was mostly lame but they require it to get the chantix. i hope this is the last time/round. i cant keep doing this. my lungs hurt. my whole body hurts. and my wallet hurts.
please send me words of encouragement in my time of need. i want to do this. i need to do this. might sound silly to some -- but i am feeling pretty down about this.