Man.....
I should look elsewhere for something to lift my spirits then reading live journals, it seems that everybody always just complains, if its not about girls its about guys....gosh...some people need to look at the good things in their life...well..i'm not in the best of moods either, though i say its not great to complain, im about to do so myself, i feel just awful, I just found out the most disturbing of news, its going to totally change my life around completely, i never saw this coming, and it makes me so sad too..i just want to cry. and to top it all off, the night where i need some MAJOR comforting, heather isn't on....i'm not prepared to say what it is is bugging me, only person i'd prolly tell is heather, maybe even lisa and paul. I really really wish she was on, but she said she was tired tonight and proly went straight to bed, don't want to wake her up...i just so hope everthing is going to be ok, the last thing i need are more hardships in my life, especially when school is about to start...please everyone, as a favor, please pray for me, i'm sorry i can't tell you what it is but it just tears a my heart so..love you all, i don't think conteplating about the subject is going to elp me much so i'll prolly just end up going to bed, sucks how the 10 sec news ruined my great 24 hr day, i just had a blast today and now i feel just plain GAH! screaming would be helpful right now....oh well, at leasti get to go the beach with heather and her famil tomorrow,i hope i can take taht time to relax..*sigh*