May 30, 2004 13:55
These last few days are going to be a time of change for many of us; may it be the sudden leap into an entirely new life, or the reaching out to the hand of a friend that isn't there, we all are affected. As we all know, its best to realize whats happening, and knowing that change is inevitable. I find that it helps if you think about the good times you've had with that significant person. This mid-part of my entry is dedicated to those who played a significant aspect in my life, well those who read the livejournals anyway.
CASSIE- Though you thought I was a snob when we first met 4 years ago, I'm glad that image didn't last long, because you really helped me fit in my freshman year. You gave me someone to talk to, someone to bond with, and because of that I will never forget you.
ANTHONY- I can't remember a day in where you were never happy and outgoing to everyone. You were always full of laughter and joy...in a sense, I envied you, for being able to be so outgoing, not really having a fear of what others thought about you. You have taught me that it's important what others think about you, as long as you know whoe you are, and that you enjoy what you do. I'll never forget you for this "different" but important lesson you've taught. Continue to be as outgoing as you are.
WYNDI- Though you and I have had our differences and disputes, I'll never forget the important lessons you have taught me. I've learned with you that no matter how serious the form of competition is between two friends, its important to not blow the feeling out of proportion, or else friendships will be endagered. You've have also taught me that it is best to always want to improve yourself for any challenge which may come in life. When you came to South my junior year, I got a big knock in my head from reality saying I better snap out of my belief that my position in the section was safe and secure, to thinking I better watch out or she'll catch me by surprise, which you evidently did. This lesson can be incorporated into many different forms in life, and it is a most valuable lesson, thank you very much for teaching me this.
SHERRIE- I can't really think of any specific lesson which I learned from you sherrie. But what I can remember is that you have been the most valuable friend to me, moreso then anyone else. Even after we ended a relationship, due to my cause, which everyone knew, you were still always so kind to me. Whenever we would walk past each other you would always say hi, whenever I felt distant from all of our friends, it was always you that reassured me everything was ok. Many years from now, when I think back on my high school life, I'll always remember you as the faithful friend who always made the best cookies. Thank you so much for being there for me Sherrie, I wish I can show you how much you friendship really meant to me.
To signify the change of all this I was going to host a party this coming tuesday; however, I was forced to decide between this party a graduation one with my family. Evidently, I chose the one with my family, due to Cassie already hosting one at her house post-graduation.
Something else I'd also like to mention, I'm sad to see the many couples splitting up after high school. On the last day of school, I saw so man couples crying together that it made me think how fortunate some of us are. I'm glad to say that Heather and I will still be together when we go off to college. But we agreed to not go as girlfriend/boyfriend. Since 4/17, we've actually been engaged. Though we are affianced, plans for a wedding have not been set into motion, but a rough date will be sometime post age 23. Of course, I ask for the blessings of my friends; however, if your appalled by our decision, it is understandble. I'm really going to miss everyone of you guys, I'll never forget you guys and I hope you guys never forget about me. Good luck to everyone and their new lives. Love you all.