Oct 21, 2003 21:40
I've been sitting in front of this update for maybe, 30 minutes. I've been singing, and having no coherent thoughts on what to write on. I'm sticking with this habit of updating ever night, I'm starting to like it. I've been cleaning my room over the past days. It needed it. I'm disgusted at how long it took me to do this. I want to take a moment and thank any one that ever came into my room. Please forgive for the horrible disservice I gave you. I am going to tear the carpet out soon and put in this crazy foam flooring that my mom has in her work room, it'll be nice. I want to paint the walls and my door too. I am trying to have a near minimalist feel for my room. I've been throwing away a lot of things that I've realized that I don't need. This "extra baggage" has just been sitting, and getting in my way. I feel like this can apply in my life too. I've been letting it clutter up with useless things that will never do me any good, and I've been neglecting the most important things. Its stopping in both cases, right now. I made number 10 on the power index for juniors, I am pretty happy about that. My bench was soo weak, and with some work, I can rank much higher. Oh muscles, you give me such joy.