(no subject)

[misterandre]

I have been really stupid lately, and I bet a lot of people would gladly agree with me. I was too busy griping about how I was losing my friends to realize that it was happening because all this whining was changing who I was. Well, I'm not going to let that happen. I am never going to let that happen. A few days ago, I was the angriest that I have ever been in my life, and I don't want to feel that again, it takes too much to bring myself back from that. A good friend of mine told me that I push people away, and I didn't believe her. I better believe that I was doing it then. people like me are too busy trying to be in the right to take three steps back, breathe, and actually see that we're wrong. I'm finding it hard to keep my thoughts in line right now, but I'm going to try. I'm so sorry, for everything. i say things i don't mean, but even if i mean them, I don't mean for the things that they cause. Right now, i'm kind of disappointed, because it seems as if every thought i get down here has to do with myself, and its making me feel self centered. Let's step, eh?
I made a handle for my camera out of an old bicycle fork. It might not be much, but I'm pretty proud of it. I plan on making a shutter release cable and button for it type of deal, so I'm looking forward to that.


I hope that I can get some good use out of it.
I've been throwing with my coach lately, and it feels good. I know a lot of people on here probably don't want to read about some boring sport I do, but its something I really love. Oh well.