In the office...........You can sail the seven seas
Well it's 12:01 PM on Tuesday afternoon. It's a beautiful day. The sun is shinning, it's not too hot(for the moment), and the day has gone by relatively smoothly. Almost too smoothly. I guess I'm waiting for some crises to happen in the port, or to get some crazy ranting call from Coast Guard or Customs. But no, today is slow. It's kinda nice considering the past three weeks have been insane. The other agent in my office (Fabio) was on vacation, I was sick, and I had 2,168,563 ships to take care of. Well maybe not that many. So as a result, I haven't gotten to see Kirstin very much lately =(. She is so amazing. I can't believe she puts up with my crazy schedual. I really love her and miss her(alot). It's alrigt though. I'm moving into her house on April 30 and I'll be there for the following two months!!!=)Hopefully everything will go well. And I can work on my little punctuality problem that I have hehe. Well I had better considering she lives 23 miles from the port and I seem to have trouble being on time when I currently live only 2.1 miles from the port now. So.....Pray for me to get to work on time. HAHA. In general, life has been improveing in so many ways. I have been eating normally for the past few months, well.....everything in sight. But I go to the gym all the time and I'm staying in shape. Although I curse it 98% of the time, work is going very well. (Ima good agent). My X-wife hasn't bothered me in a long time. That was one BIG source of stress in my life. I think I have finally let my anger toward her and my mother go. As long as they both stay out of my life, I'll be fine in that respect. Also I have decided to let the majority of my family in South Florida go. I know that it sounds kind of negative but for me it will turn out to be a huge positive. And thats what I'm attempting to do in my life. Get rid of all negative influences, circumstances, and negative people. I want to be happy. I want to continue to prosper. I am on a constant "mission" of self improvement and the only to truely accomplish my personal goals, is to leave some behind. Because in my opinion, the only to move forward in life is to put those who hold you back behind you. I don't mean to sound cocky, I've just been used, held back, and influenced in the wrong way by too many and unfortunately most of those people were family members. But I don't want to sound negative here. Today is a good day. My car is getting detailed right now its going to be all nice and clean and shiny. I can't wait. It got pretty grose over the past few weeks. There was no time to get the damn thing cleaned. Alright I'm off to lunch. Have a lovely day.