Family?
I know that this may sound a little childish but I would really like to get this out. Last night was my birthday. I turned 21!! I got to drink some really yummy drinks and one really gross one. Ever had a "three wise men"? It's nasty but it'll do the trick. I had an absolutely wonderful time. Almost everyone who I wanted to be there was there. My amazing girlfriend kirstin, my friends, my brother, some of Kirstin's family, but there is always a bad egg in every group. You know that obnoxious person that gets invited but isn't truly welcome. Well I am sorry to say that this person is my father. It seems that he will go out of his way to complain about and embarrass his own children. In public, loudly, and on my birthday. While some were embarrassed last night for me, others may have been offended. I was hurt very badly. I didn't sleep last night at all. All that I could think about was how he hurt people that I love. It almost feels like Kirstin, Kyle, Don, and Kerry are my other family. And it hurt me to see them get hurt by a member of my "real" family. I don't think I'll ever be able to apologize enough, although they say it isn't my fault. I feel responsible for my fathers stupid, belligerent, fucking mouth. I promise to my self and to everyone in my life right now, I will never tell him anything about anything again. It makes me want to cry because. I have friends who have perants that are dead. Well I know how you feel. Mine are dead as well. It just sucks to know that they are still breathing and I can't touch them because it will hurt too much. So here and now, I AM NOT A MEMBER OF THAT STUPID, IGNORANT, CLOSED MINDED, FAKE, LOUD, OBNIXOUS, PIECE OF SHIT FAMILY THAT I HAVE COME FROM!!! To Kirstin, Don, and Kyle I am so sorry about my father he won't bother you again. And I love all of you.