// could it be that i'm fading far away straight out of it //
nonsense =
before you can expect anything from anyone else you must first expect it from yourself.
truth, love, comfort, happiness...
how can you take from others what you yourself can't define and give?
:: open eyes, open heart. open up and fall apart. ::
i think that no one thinks anymore... not thinks as in concious thought, we have plenty of that, but as in actually thinking. it's just another day for everyone else. yet for me... every second, every moment, is an eternity of... wonder, regret, inquisition. why? why? why? i feel like i'm 5 sometimes.
:: i'll be that burden you bear. ::
i won't say that i didn't give it my all. yet i feel there's something missing. just out of reach...
before you can expect anything from anyone else you must first expect it from yourself.
truth, love, comfort, happiness...
how can you take from others what you yourself can't define and give?
:: open eyes, open heart. open up and fall apart. ::
i think that no one thinks anymore... not thinks as in concious thought, we have plenty of that, but as in actually thinking. it's just another day for everyone else. yet for me... every second, every moment, is an eternity of... wonder, regret, inquisition. why? why? why? i feel like i'm 5 sometimes.
:: i'll be that burden you bear. ::
i won't say that i didn't give it my all. yet i feel there's something missing. just out of reach...