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I have "More than Feeling" just stuck in my head right now.
One more day after today filling in at MBB to go. I had forgotten what's it's like to wake up day after day and go to an office. I honestly do not miss it.
Today is one of those days where I'm feeling particularly idiotic, peevish, schlumpy, ugly, fat etc... I generally try to remain upbeat about things and I know I'm not really any of those things I just listed. I think I'm just feeling especially adolescent today. Churlish, that's a good one. It doesn't help things either that I'm rather tired of my wardrobe, in which many things are about to disintegrate and yet I'm a rather poor graduate student who can't do too much to change it. It also doesn't help that I went into A Détacher yesterday and they were having a huge sale and I wanted everything. I must keep reminding myself that credit cards are not my savior as I've been down that sticky path before. It also doesn't help that I'm gorging on sugary things, which make you feel very lardy after the initial two minutes of ecstasy that dessert foods give you and which is contributing to my general feelings of squishiness. I have a gift certificate to Victoria's Secret I need to spend on Nars cosmetics...that will make me feel better. I should also perhaps go on a bike ride when it's cooler.
One more day after today filling in at MBB to go. I had forgotten what's it's like to wake up day after day and go to an office. I honestly do not miss it.
Today is one of those days where I'm feeling particularly idiotic, peevish, schlumpy, ugly, fat etc... I generally try to remain upbeat about things and I know I'm not really any of those things I just listed. I think I'm just feeling especially adolescent today. Churlish, that's a good one. It doesn't help things either that I'm rather tired of my wardrobe, in which many things are about to disintegrate and yet I'm a rather poor graduate student who can't do too much to change it. It also doesn't help that I went into A Détacher yesterday and they were having a huge sale and I wanted everything. I must keep reminding myself that credit cards are not my savior as I've been down that sticky path before. It also doesn't help that I'm gorging on sugary things, which make you feel very lardy after the initial two minutes of ecstasy that dessert foods give you and which is contributing to my general feelings of squishiness. I have a gift certificate to Victoria's Secret I need to spend on Nars cosmetics...that will make me feel better. I should also perhaps go on a bike ride when it's cooler.