Aug 30, 2006 20:10
this is starting to piss me off
the other day i was home and i was pretty hungry so i go looking for food and my dad says to me "dont eat anything, mary only got enough food for dinners this week" so i think to myself "okay, ill just wait and eat whatever mary makes"
so i go up to my room and watch tv and after a little while i figure dinner was ready and i went downstairs to grab some food only to find an empty pot in the sink and a warm burner
"thanks for saving me some fucking food" is what was thinking
last night i walk in the kitchen to see my sister in the process of making some pork chops scalloped potatos and some pasta and she asks me "you're not eating are you?" to which i reply "uhh...yea...im not just standing here for my health" (because i was waiting for the food to be done) "dan said you had a huge bowl of gritz" she says to me "yea i did...like 5 hours ago"
and then today i go to the kitchen while she is pouring some tourtellinis in a pot of water and i go up to my room for a couple minutes and then come back down and say to her "is there enough for me"
and then she says "yea...*sigh*"
and then later she says "if you are going to eat tell me before i start cooking"
WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT?
I FUCKING LIVE HERE TOO
and it wasnt like i was out...at all
she knew i was fucking home
there is nothing else to eat in this fucking house what the fuck do you expect me to do bitch?
when you see me home before you start cooking dinner assume that i will be eating fucking dinner as apposed to starving myself
im fucking done...this is shit...
it just makes me feel really unwanted
i fucking hate this house