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Our show on Saturday got cancelled so I'm going to call in my tattoo appointment and see if I can finish my stomach. For anyone that's reading this that doesn't know, I have an in progress Straight Edge/Star Wars tattoo that will blow your mind.
I need some therapy and I think tattooing is just the trick.
I talked to my tattoo artist, I was 4 days late with my payment on my work (movies and other stuff I bought him at my cost at my work) and we were talking about how when shit happens in your life it's dominos. When stuff pans out, I guess I can write specifics. But the last thing I ever thought would happen, is. So many kids have lost family members and I never did, and now that my Grandma Peg was diagnosed with developed colon cancer it hasn't even hit me. This is happening, while setting aside the fact that my Grandma Ruby is in an Indonesian hospital for a stomach ulcer. So on top of all of this bullshit going on, I have both of my Grandmas in the hospital.
I know that all of this is going to end and I'll be able to move forward. But fuck, when am I going to get there. How much more has to fall apart before I can start rebuilding.
I need some therapy and I think tattooing is just the trick.
I talked to my tattoo artist, I was 4 days late with my payment on my work (movies and other stuff I bought him at my cost at my work) and we were talking about how when shit happens in your life it's dominos. When stuff pans out, I guess I can write specifics. But the last thing I ever thought would happen, is. So many kids have lost family members and I never did, and now that my Grandma Peg was diagnosed with developed colon cancer it hasn't even hit me. This is happening, while setting aside the fact that my Grandma Ruby is in an Indonesian hospital for a stomach ulcer. So on top of all of this bullshit going on, I have both of my Grandmas in the hospital.
I know that all of this is going to end and I'll be able to move forward. But fuck, when am I going to get there. How much more has to fall apart before I can start rebuilding.