I Got What The People Want
I will never like Jessica's ex, Lena. This is just the way it is. I can try to be the bigger person and ignore her (and her little comments in Jess's journal) but her very existence is like nails running down a chalk board. I can't stand it!! The fact that Lena is so confident (and fucking cocky) that Jess won't let her go pisses me off to no end. Jess took her off her friends list on one of her journals and that made me happy. Lena doesn't need to be reading about her life out here. Infact she should stay focused on her life & her pretend realationships. Keeping ex's around when you are in a new situation ONLY causes pain (as well as fighting).
I do continue to talk (and only via journal/IM) to my ex, Edith. But to my defense....Edith isn't psycho. Even when we were together we were more friends/family then we were anything else. I was at a really bad point in my life when we were together. We should have stayed friends from the begining. Lena can get nuts when it comes to Jess (like she won't leave her alone. she stalks her, etc) and Edith was never that way with me (or vice versa). There was a time when her current gf didn't want us to be friends. I backed off because I respected their realationship. Now she knows I'm not a threat (and never was) so we all get along famously. If Edith had ever text messaged me with "I love you and I miss you" I would understand Jess not wanting us to talk. Come to find out...Jessica and Edith's new girlfriend have a lot in common. Its actually really fucking cool.
*le sighs* Last night I responded to a comment that Lena left in Jess's journal. Immediatly afterwords I deleted it because I didn't want to start any drama. The comment suggested that Lena took a hint from Jess deleting her off her friends list and stop reading her journal. The girl is clueless and needs to be told somehow. We (Jess & I) agreed that for the sake of our realationship Lena needed to be out of the picture. Am I wrong for wanting it to stay that way?
I do continue to talk (and only via journal/IM) to my ex, Edith. But to my defense....Edith isn't psycho. Even when we were together we were more friends/family then we were anything else. I was at a really bad point in my life when we were together. We should have stayed friends from the begining. Lena can get nuts when it comes to Jess (like she won't leave her alone. she stalks her, etc) and Edith was never that way with me (or vice versa). There was a time when her current gf didn't want us to be friends. I backed off because I respected their realationship. Now she knows I'm not a threat (and never was) so we all get along famously. If Edith had ever text messaged me with "I love you and I miss you" I would understand Jess not wanting us to talk. Come to find out...Jessica and Edith's new girlfriend have a lot in common. Its actually really fucking cool.
*le sighs* Last night I responded to a comment that Lena left in Jess's journal. Immediatly afterwords I deleted it because I didn't want to start any drama. The comment suggested that Lena took a hint from Jess deleting her off her friends list and stop reading her journal. The girl is clueless and needs to be told somehow. We (Jess & I) agreed that for the sake of our realationship Lena needed to be out of the picture. Am I wrong for wanting it to stay that way?