All of us desire companionship,but not all of us need it. Those are two completely different animals
I pretty much like to avoid drama but with some people its almost inevidable. Sometimes when I make an entry I don't name names out of pure respect. Once respect is lost I don't much care about their feelings when they read my shit (which they don't need to be doing anyways). Sometimes I like to go unplugged.
When I got together with Jessica I knew about her ex gf, Lena. I had heard nothing but bad things about her even though she always left me nice comments in my journal. I told her (Lena) that I liked Jessica and I was going for it, she was okay with the situation but proceeded to tell me ALL the reasons I should back off. Not knowing her well enough to value her opinion I pursued Jess anyway. We fell in love so she moved to Vegas to be with me. I never cared if Jess wanted to stay friends with Lena....I only found Lena disrespectful to continue to write sonets about my girlfriend or tell her how much she still loved her. If Lena was my friend she would have backed off...totally. When two people are in a relationship they are both off limits. people. Trying to come between that is fucked up. Thus my reason for thinking Lena is a total head case.
Now we bring in Mandi to the picture. Generally speaking Mandi is some cool shit. There was a time when she liked me and although she is very attractive I couldn't see her as anything but a very close friend. As a joke Jess & I suggested they get together (we got the idea from numerous conversations they had via comments in my livejournal). I think they are both sorta flirty so it was...whatever. They wanted us to think they were together to trick us...Jess and I are still confused as to why we would care if that was the case but lets keep going with the story...
I told Mandi that I didn't want to be around her if she was going to "be" with Lena. Maybe that doesn't make sense but whatever, with Lena comes drama. I wanted to avoid it as much as possible.
I recently made an entry about fake friends and telling them to fuck off...Mandi wasn't in my head when I wrote that.
I don't hate Mandi....I just...want to be done. I wish the two of them well whether they're together or not. Eeeeeeeeeep, okie so thats a lie. I don't really wish Lena well *coughs*....like if she got an STD I might laugh or um...if she like.....broke a few bones...or like...could NEVER talk again I um *coughs* well, you know...I'd...eh, who am I kidding?! I WOULDN'T GIVE A FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!
Karma's a bitch and so is yer mom.
When I got together with Jessica I knew about her ex gf, Lena. I had heard nothing but bad things about her even though she always left me nice comments in my journal. I told her (Lena) that I liked Jessica and I was going for it, she was okay with the situation but proceeded to tell me ALL the reasons I should back off. Not knowing her well enough to value her opinion I pursued Jess anyway. We fell in love so she moved to Vegas to be with me. I never cared if Jess wanted to stay friends with Lena....I only found Lena disrespectful to continue to write sonets about my girlfriend or tell her how much she still loved her. If Lena was my friend she would have backed off...totally. When two people are in a relationship they are both off limits. people. Trying to come between that is fucked up. Thus my reason for thinking Lena is a total head case.
Now we bring in Mandi to the picture. Generally speaking Mandi is some cool shit. There was a time when she liked me and although she is very attractive I couldn't see her as anything but a very close friend. As a joke Jess & I suggested they get together (we got the idea from numerous conversations they had via comments in my livejournal). I think they are both sorta flirty so it was...whatever. They wanted us to think they were together to trick us...Jess and I are still confused as to why we would care if that was the case but lets keep going with the story...
I told Mandi that I didn't want to be around her if she was going to "be" with Lena. Maybe that doesn't make sense but whatever, with Lena comes drama. I wanted to avoid it as much as possible.
I recently made an entry about fake friends and telling them to fuck off...Mandi wasn't in my head when I wrote that.
I don't hate Mandi....I just...want to be done. I wish the two of them well whether they're together or not. Eeeeeeeeeep, okie so thats a lie. I don't really wish Lena well *coughs*....like if she got an STD I might laugh or um...if she like.....broke a few bones...or like...could NEVER talk again I um *coughs* well, you know...I'd...eh, who am I kidding?! I WOULDN'T GIVE A FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!
Karma's a bitch and so is yer mom.