Double Post Depression
Oops, I guess it did go through, I don't know what that was about.
I don't feel like drinking anymore. Every time I get smashed, I fuck up in the days afterward. Since making the room spin on Friday night, I've done a bevy of stupid things or just felt generally shitty. I locked Joel's keys in his car, didn't sleep on a regular basis, let my diet go to crap, stopped exercising, fucked up Mike's wireless network even worse, and made a sub-standard performance. And those are the things that I can actually admit, I'm in a deeper mess. It seems kind of lame to blame it on the booze, but I think I'm going to stay dry for a good long while.
I don't feel like drinking anymore. Every time I get smashed, I fuck up in the days afterward. Since making the room spin on Friday night, I've done a bevy of stupid things or just felt generally shitty. I locked Joel's keys in his car, didn't sleep on a regular basis, let my diet go to crap, stopped exercising, fucked up Mike's wireless network even worse, and made a sub-standard performance. And those are the things that I can actually admit, I'm in a deeper mess. It seems kind of lame to blame it on the booze, but I think I'm going to stay dry for a good long while.