May 24, 2006 21:17
I'm on the brink of possibly the best time of my life so far, and I have no idea where the last year or so went. Remember when I wrote, played music, and cared about shit other than school and my job? Sure, it's probably good that I put those things first lately, but I'm not as happy as I used to be. I have no reason to not be happy, but nothing spectacular has happened in a while. I'm due.
Part of me thinks that I sucked last summer, but another part of me realizes I had a lot more friends and a lot less worries. I used to want to be either a writer or an environmental biologist...I haven't written anything decent in months, and I'm not even taking a science class right now. I plan to be a successful, and probably corrupt, business man. I want to be an entrapaneur, but that takes a lot of effort. That last statement brought out the old me a little bit.
Traveling isn't as high on my priority list as it was, and that's sad. I love Newburyport more than I used to, that's probably good.
Oh, and all of a sudden Mr. I Hate Cars is getting himself a pick-up truck? Yeah, I am. Oops. I forgot that I care about global warming...
And yeah, life is good, not because of everything I've just mentioned but because things are about to get a lot better and because all and all, life is a pretty ill thing.
Sorry for the confusion,
A.S.