[The voices are getting to him. He's trying to pretend like they aren't, but it's harder to pretend like everything's okay when he can't ignore the voices of people he's left behind, telling him it's not. Bobby'd shifted into his ice form, wanting the distance being made of ice helped him with
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He was talking, no arguing with pumpkin with a young man's face carved into it. Even though it's one sided, it's still heated.]
Bobby?
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He whirls when he hears Claudia, startled.]
I, uh. Hi, Claud.
[Right, he hadn't meant to do that. He needs to just ignore them. Which he's going to do. Right now. Totally ignoring John pumpkin.]
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OK we're going to talk about this whole [She waves her hand around, motioning to his whole body.] ice golem thing, later. But right now. You OK?
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Yeah. I'm fine. It's just - they're just hard to ignore.
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And arguing with a pumpkin is helping that?
[Her tone is gentle, she doesn't want to pressure him.]
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He gives a bit of a sheepish grin at that.]
No. I, uh. Didn't mean to do that, actually. I got a little carried away. I was just planning on taking it off of its stake. But it - there's a lot of things that were left unsaid.
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You want some company? If anyone else comes by, we can say you were yelling at me.
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[But with him and John - there's been a long time before that, with things being left unsaid.]
No. I - know it's not him. I shouldn't even be listening to what it's saying, let alone replying.
[Still, he stares at John's pumpkin.]
He was my best friend. But he left.
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[Her tone is sympathetic.]
But it's the closest you can get to saying good bye?
[She moves closer so she's standing next to him.]
What's his name?
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[And he hasn't admitted that to anyone - not even anyone on his world - for a very long time. But it's somehow easier like this. When he's made of ice, it's easier to convince himself that that's all there is. Just ice.
It's the closest he can get to saying a lot of things, but that part, he keeps to himself.]
His name's John.
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[He probably knows that, but it's the best she can do relate to him. It's not like she could hug him, hold his hand, or punch his shoulder in support right now. Stupid ice golem.]
Did John [She pauses, uncertain if she should ask.] die?
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