As for your the last question I'll answer it first. Well, Physically the only feature I really like about myself is my eyes. My eyes are an unusual shade of blue; they're a little darker than most blue-eyed people you meet. Now as far as a non-physical quality, I think people should be more kind-hearted and shouldn't try to be something that they are not. I guess if someone forced me to say so, then I would say that the part of me I am really proud of is that I'm who I am, I don't pretend to be anything other than myself. If I like certain clothes then i wear them, and if they happen to be the current style then that is just an added bonus. What I'm saying is, I always stay true to myself and don't compromise my beliefs or tastes for what anybody may believe or think.
Anyway, now that that's done, I'm glad I've gotten to meet you, at least electronically anyway. I don't know what it is, but you always seem to make me think more clearly than I usually do, and by doing that you somehow seem to help me solve my problems, even while I'm trying to help you with yours. It funny how that usually works out. I know you probably won't believe this, but I honestly believe that I am a better person for having met you. Seldom have I been so glad to have taken a risk.
Who does that "waterfalls" song? I really like it, and yeah I gotta admit it does sound alot like I usually do. I know it's unfair to seek completeness from another person and your really supposed to find that stuff within yourself, but believe me, I've spent 23 years trying to find the missing pieces wwithin myself, and they're just not there. I know what I'm missing in my life and, unforunately, I'm just going to have to find it from without. I don't know if that's even possible for me, but I know that I'll either find it(her) or I'll die trying. It's the only thing I can do.
"its to dying in anothers arms and why i had to try it. its to jimmy eat world and those nights in my car when the first star you see may not be a star..."
Oh, yes, I'm horrible. I get caught up and forget all about comments.
You do strike me as an honest person, honest to others and honest to yourself, too. Also, doesn't it feel good to write something you like about yourself? ;)
I really am glad I've met you, too. It makes me so, so happy that I can mean something to you. All the more so because you mean something to me. Though I'm far from 'active' when it comes to commenting, I read your posts and they either give me a boost or insight. Your comments give me a little direction when I wish I had a map, a little insight when I'm lost, and I'm guilty of reading them again and again. They give me hope, too. You really do help =)
About the song - the band is actually called 01. Reference to binary codes and all. I completely understand what you mean, I do. Well, I haven't been trying for 23 years, but I'm getting closer each day. I'm so, so sure you'll find what you're looking for: you're one of the most warm, supportive, smart, insightfull people I've have to pleasure to, err, meet, and someone will see that and love you for it. You just have to know that even though you might not feel complete, you are a good person, just the way you are. You'll find your way =)
"any the lives we lived in each day And buried altogether"
I guess if someone forced me to say so, then I would say that the part of me I am really proud of is that I'm who I am, I don't pretend to be anything other than myself. If I like certain clothes then i wear them, and if they happen to be the current style then that is just an added bonus. What I'm saying is, I always stay true to myself and don't compromise my beliefs or tastes for what anybody may believe or think.
Anyway, now that that's done, I'm glad I've gotten to meet you, at least electronically anyway. I don't know what it is, but you always seem to make me think more clearly than I usually do, and by doing that you somehow seem to help me solve my problems, even while I'm trying to help you with yours. It funny how that usually works out. I know you probably won't believe this, but I honestly believe that I am a better person for having met you. Seldom have I been so glad to have taken a risk.
Who does that "waterfalls" song? I really like it, and yeah I gotta admit it does sound alot like I usually do. I know it's unfair to seek completeness from another person and your really supposed to find that stuff within yourself, but believe me, I've spent 23 years trying to find the missing pieces wwithin myself, and they're just not there. I know what I'm missing in my life and, unforunately, I'm just going to have to find it from without. I don't know if that's even possible for me, but I know that I'll either find it(her) or I'll die trying. It's the only thing I can do.
"its to dying in anothers arms
and why i had to try it.
its to jimmy eat world
and those nights in my car
when the first star you see
may not be a star..."
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You do strike me as an honest person, honest to others and honest to yourself, too. Also, doesn't it feel good to write something you like about yourself? ;)
I really am glad I've met you, too. It makes me so, so happy that I can mean something to you. All the more so because you mean something to me. Though I'm far from 'active' when it comes to commenting, I read your posts and they either give me a boost or insight. Your comments give me a little direction when I wish I had a map, a little insight when I'm lost, and I'm guilty of reading them again and again. They give me hope, too. You really do help =)
About the song - the band is actually called 01. Reference to binary codes and all. I completely understand what you mean, I do. Well, I haven't been trying for 23 years, but I'm getting closer each day. I'm so, so sure you'll find what you're looking for: you're one of the most warm, supportive, smart, insightfull people I've have to pleasure to, err, meet, and someone will see that and love you for it.
You just have to know that even though you might not feel complete, you are a good person, just the way you are. You'll find your way =)
"any the lives we lived in each day
And buried altogether"
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