You know.

[mistaway]

Sometimes I feel like no one could possibly feel more lonely than me.  Home is the only place I never feel alone, even when I am.

Although, outside the confines of this house, I don't believe I have a real, true friend out there...
& that's a very sad, deep, empty feeling, that I want nothing more than to rid myself of.

But how?

I'm not close to anyone other than my boys...not at all.