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To Kay: im sry im not understand y u dont feel like u cant talk to me..n im sry if i do overreact more times than not.I cant help it.Im deff. not always great w/ words but u ahve to understand not all my words online are angry words.So im sry..but w/e u do ur thing i do mine..right?U made me feel completly useless today b/c u wouldnt talk to me..N friday ngith i thought u walked away b/c u were guna go w/ em n we would go with evan n levi..but i guess that wasnt the case.U ahve so much going for u but u choose not to recongize it
To every1 else:I miss matt n i it feels so weird to say that...but ive been hiding it.Its just i wasnt ready to let go of him yet.I feel like im never going to be enough for any1 else right now...its so pathetic...I kno i shouldnt feel this way but shit happens...it wouldnt hrut so much if he didnt dump me for another girl n lied to me.But i guess thats what he wanted...im moving on slowly but its not helping right now.N its hard to make myself wanna dislike him so much but its not working...= /..makes me angry that he couldnt date me when school was in but he can date or wanna try n date stephanie..but w/e his choice.He ahs no chance getting another gf..n i deff. have a chance w/ sum1 new..errrrgh....nvmd check that..if he wants to be a jackass n make fun of me with his friends so be it..lets see him make fun of me when i date his friends..whos the bitch now Matt?
To mel-i kno u dont want htings to change..but w/e happens happens.I dont want our friendship(me n kay) to end..but all good things must come to an end right?N if thats what she wants then let it be..n im sry if she favors that...nvmd check that..if he wants to be a jackass n make fun of me with his friends so be it..lets see him make fun of me when i date his friends..whos the bitch now Matt?