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I also went to see 300 by myself. It was nice to go out to the movies by myself. It had been a long long time since that had happened. All by myself while Mar was in San Antonio. There were quite a few people. I saw some buddies from class and realized that I have a portfolio due Monday at noon for my History of Cinema class. I wish I could talk about the afore mentioned movie. Despite having this sudden burden put on my shoulders I didn't seem to care. I have been all by myself lately. It would not be so bad if it were sunny outside instead of this cloudy day bullshit. I wish work would have asked me to stay till six. I like hanging out with the people there. At least I would have had some company.
I am in quite the funk as of right now. No money. School is crushing me with a ridiculous authority. On top of everything else I don't get to see Mar that much. It makes me feel like only a part. Something feels missing when I don't see her. She has to go to D.C. for two months over the summer and that has got me bummed. I know she has to and I don't want her to think that I don't want her to go. She knows that I am proud of her. She will do more things than I can only hope to do. I love her so much. I don't like being away. Its gonna be alright I guess.
My brother got an internship for this drafting company in Houston. Its just an internship but they are starting him off at $20.00/hr. Thats eight hours a week five days a week. Thats pretty nice. Thats cool but now my default plan of going back home when I get bored is not going to do me any good. No one will be there except my parents and my other brother but all he does is skateboard nonstop.
Finally that former friend needs to give me some money. It annoys the hell out of me that he won't answer his phone or call me back. How hard could it be. send a test message or even write me a damn letter.
I guess I will spend the next two nights working on my last minute portfolio.
I am in quite the funk as of right now. No money. School is crushing me with a ridiculous authority. On top of everything else I don't get to see Mar that much. It makes me feel like only a part. Something feels missing when I don't see her. She has to go to D.C. for two months over the summer and that has got me bummed. I know she has to and I don't want her to think that I don't want her to go. She knows that I am proud of her. She will do more things than I can only hope to do. I love her so much. I don't like being away. Its gonna be alright I guess.
My brother got an internship for this drafting company in Houston. Its just an internship but they are starting him off at $20.00/hr. Thats eight hours a week five days a week. Thats pretty nice. Thats cool but now my default plan of going back home when I get bored is not going to do me any good. No one will be there except my parents and my other brother but all he does is skateboard nonstop.
Finally that former friend needs to give me some money. It annoys the hell out of me that he won't answer his phone or call me back. How hard could it be. send a test message or even write me a damn letter.
I guess I will spend the next two nights working on my last minute portfolio.