You know live journal
I think i am blowing my future with someone away. I feel like the most worthless piece of crap in the world. Right know I am not even mad about the idiots next door, and in fact, i could care less about that. THIS is a plea to myself to change the way I have been acting and to stop this i feel sorry for myself bullshit that has been going on for far to long now. What the fuck happened to the old me. The guy who did not care what anyone thought and the person that acted the way he was brought up. Mom I wish you were here to beat the crap out of me. I know you raised me better than this. Maybe i need some help. Sorry livejournal. I will lose this person forever if things don't change and I don't want that to happen and so it will not happen. So that is all thats left to say. If this person gives me the chance. SO I AM FORGETTING WHAT HAS BEEN HAPPENING AND STARTING THE MOST AWESOME PERSONALITY OVERHAUL EVER!