May 20, 2004 22:00
I am so lost and confused...
I know this is just a phase and i will then commense to kicking life's ass as soon as i get out of it. I wish a certain person would just die and leave me the fuck alone. He is a fucking dick!
Here is what happened today. I stayed home and cleaned the house. Then I went to town and hung out with my brothers for a couple of hours. Some punk ass kids try to start a fight with us or just try to talk shit. I just ignored them until they threw a big ass rock at me. I didn't think much of it first, but then I thought about if the rock had hit one of us it could have been bad. So i picked up the rock and just threw it as hard as i possibly could. Not in their direction because I was not looking for a fight. Been in some fights before and they are worthless. After that they kind of kept talking shit but we just kept ignoring them and eventually they left. What the fuck did we do in the first place? Why the hell are there people in this world who just want to be badasses?
Then I come home and the drama continues. But I will leave that for another day. There is more to the story than found in this post. I just feel so sad today. Everyone has been in a bitchy mood and like i said someone just needs to get the fuck out of this place and that's me.