tears that drip from my heart for you...
Tonight felt like I died.
It feels like I am killing myself every time these mindless things happen.
I am torn in what seems to be a thousand shreds of apologies.
After what has transpired, I don't see how I could be called a person worthy of anything.
I just feel like I am losing everything and I can't stop it.
I feel so stupid for making you feel the way you do.
The feelings for you are still there and I don't want them to leave.
You are forever buried within the bloody walls of my heart.
Your name is etched with undeniable precision into my mind.
As this night continues I will bask in my melancholy and tear away at this external impersonator and find what I once was.
I need you still and forever.
It feels like I am killing myself every time these mindless things happen.
I am torn in what seems to be a thousand shreds of apologies.
After what has transpired, I don't see how I could be called a person worthy of anything.
I just feel like I am losing everything and I can't stop it.
I feel so stupid for making you feel the way you do.
The feelings for you are still there and I don't want them to leave.
You are forever buried within the bloody walls of my heart.
Your name is etched with undeniable precision into my mind.
As this night continues I will bask in my melancholy and tear away at this external impersonator and find what I once was.
I need you still and forever.