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Well, today was pretty sucky, but it has officially become the best day I've had in a long time for one reason: My mom told me I can quit Harris Teeter. I also have found a job babysitting fulltime this summer. To any of ya'll who have been praying for me, THANK YOU! It really has paid off. Moving on, I have decided that even though I'm not skinny, and even though there are plenty of things I could do to make myself more attractive, I am happy. Maybe happy isn't the right word... Maybe content is a better word. I have come to terms with the person I am, and I feel great. I still don't feel very pretty, but I know that I have a good heart and that God will allow the man I'm made for to see me as the most beautiful woman in the world. I'm excited about that, but I can wait because I know I have a lot of growing up to do. I mean, how could I possibly love someone with all my heart when I don't even love God that much? He's still working on me, but I'm feeling much more encouraged about the whole painful process now.