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the whole world fades to grey and the world gets put on put on mute as I am falling asleep in his arms..

I'm okay just as long as he's near..
confusion drifts away..
all is good..

animosity is gone in my family..
we're all growing together..

my life is almost perfect..
other than the pain..
the debt..
and the lack of friends..

I have everything else..
a loving and supporting family..
a boyfriend that bends over backward to make me happy..
a warm bed to sleep in at night..

I guess the glass is half and half..
but I'm perceiving it as half full..
friends and money will come slowly..
it takes time..
everything takes time..