"I said 'Fuck Fish', and I havent stepped one toe into that ocean every since, and I love the ocean"
You are what you love
..Not what loves you
maybe I should keep that in mind form time to time.. as I am a very self-consious person.. alway thinking abot how fat I am.. and the new blemish upon my face.. or the new scars that are on my right arm..
Why do I worry about what insignificant people in my life think? They should not have the power to change how I feel.. only I should..
"why were you so happy?"
"because I loved susan, Charlie.. no one could take that away.. not even she had the right to"
look at me.. just got done with the movie.. my mind is going 110 miles per hour.. and I have the best thing in the world.. the most special piece of me.. laying in my bed petting my cat.. I will marry this boy.. no one can take that away from me..
You always want what you cannot have.. (you should want what you already got)
to rid of a person that has some sort of attachment to you.. you must make them hate you.. in order to avoid stalkerish drauma.. then again..
maybe that is an involuntary action.. you just do it.. almost to avoid some sort of confrontation.. or so that you will not have to see them suffering.. you want them to be happy without you.. I dont know where the fuck I'm going with this.. HOW the fuck did I get on this subject anyway?
oh my god.. what the fuck did this movie do to my head..
I was talking abotu how people loving me shouldnt matter because I should only be focused on what makes me happy and what I love.. then I do onto some shit that totally contradicts that..
"I said 'Fuck Fish' "
"and I havent put not one toe in that ocean ever since.. and I love the ocean"
O.O
Beautiful boy in my bed.. must go.. my future is waiting.. tomarrow is the first day of the rest of my life..
..Not what loves you
maybe I should keep that in mind form time to time.. as I am a very self-consious person.. alway thinking abot how fat I am.. and the new blemish upon my face.. or the new scars that are on my right arm..
Why do I worry about what insignificant people in my life think? They should not have the power to change how I feel.. only I should..
"why were you so happy?"
"because I loved susan, Charlie.. no one could take that away.. not even she had the right to"
look at me.. just got done with the movie.. my mind is going 110 miles per hour.. and I have the best thing in the world.. the most special piece of me.. laying in my bed petting my cat.. I will marry this boy.. no one can take that away from me..
You always want what you cannot have.. (you should want what you already got)
to rid of a person that has some sort of attachment to you.. you must make them hate you.. in order to avoid stalkerish drauma.. then again..
maybe that is an involuntary action.. you just do it.. almost to avoid some sort of confrontation.. or so that you will not have to see them suffering.. you want them to be happy without you.. I dont know where the fuck I'm going with this.. HOW the fuck did I get on this subject anyway?
oh my god.. what the fuck did this movie do to my head..
I was talking abotu how people loving me shouldnt matter because I should only be focused on what makes me happy and what I love.. then I do onto some shit that totally contradicts that..
"I said 'Fuck Fish' "
"and I havent put not one toe in that ocean ever since.. and I love the ocean"
O.O
Beautiful boy in my bed.. must go.. my future is waiting.. tomarrow is the first day of the rest of my life..