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so I notice that I've been turning down sex ALOT lately. I think Ian may be taking it personally. I feel bad, but I guess I havent had much of a sex drive lately. Lately seems to be lasting for a long time. =\
How shitty.. I love him so much.. I hope he knows that.. I just dont feel the need to have sex with him in order to love him.. I dont want that to sound like I dont want to have sex withhim.. it's just not that great when I wasnt in the 'mood' to begin with.. ehh.. maybe I'm digging myself a grave in this enry..
I better stop typing in this when I have the best guy in the world laying on my bed behind me petting my kitty..
He leaves tomarrow night.. I still need to love him up to death..
C*Ya
How shitty.. I love him so much.. I hope he knows that.. I just dont feel the need to have sex with him in order to love him.. I dont want that to sound like I dont want to have sex withhim.. it's just not that great when I wasnt in the 'mood' to begin with.. ehh.. maybe I'm digging myself a grave in this enry..
I better stop typing in this when I have the best guy in the world laying on my bed behind me petting my kitty..
He leaves tomarrow night.. I still need to love him up to death..
C*Ya