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Wow...long time (warning this entry will contain a lot of bitching, mood swings, and random thoughts. You no likey, go away!)
First my life is bliss at the moment, but has taken some "trials" to get to this point. This entry will outline those events.
#1- There is a certain girl that pissed me off to a point that I acted on how I felt. I told her to stop attempting to dictate how or why I do the things I do. I tried to reason, I tried to think before I acted. It ended. I'm a better person without people who don't genuinly care for me, and I think that I made the right decision. If you want to blame me for "yelling at her," I'm sorry, I don't care.
#2- I was annoyed that certain people ignore me. I was annoyed that they made a blatent attempt to flaunt every activity or gettogether that occured without me...In front of my face, you know who you are. Instead of moaping, I did what any sensible person would do, I kept busy.
#3- State Debate = Frashier nagging/threatening that if we don't succeed we don't get to go to bid tournaments next year
#4- New job = fun, but always stressful
#5- Life is changing, and I don't know how to react. Should I ride the wave or attempt to change the world to make it how I want it? My mom said something pretty awesome when I asked her this question...She said "Honey, Life is always changing, if you tried to change everything you would miss all things. Just accept change, try to be friends with people but if they want to phase you out it will happen regardless of how much you try to bitch." So you know what..love me or hate me? just don't act..Please tell me if you don't want to be my friend(s) because at this point (being completely rational) It would hurt a lot less than the lies/phasing process.
Now onto why life is actually looking awesome in the near future
#1- Kim/Michelle/ Tia. They are so hilarious. They trained me @ target, and they have now become my good friends. They all dropped out of Meridian/Eagle academy respectively and got their GED. They are a bunch of funny, dirty, girls, The call themselves "Tonys Golden Girls" except that is really gross b/c michell is like 38 and tia/kim are really slutty and gross. The girls and I went out on our "smoke break" yesterday...which consisted of a lot of gansta' walkin and them smoking and making me laugh, me taking an occansional drag to "look cool" haha They are keeping me sane by giving me advice too
"FUCK EM' YOU GOT ME!!" -Kim during todays smoke break
#2- Target = fun, friendly people, and the perfect job for me.
#3- No school for tony tomorrow!
Tony
First my life is bliss at the moment, but has taken some "trials" to get to this point. This entry will outline those events.
#1- There is a certain girl that pissed me off to a point that I acted on how I felt. I told her to stop attempting to dictate how or why I do the things I do. I tried to reason, I tried to think before I acted. It ended. I'm a better person without people who don't genuinly care for me, and I think that I made the right decision. If you want to blame me for "yelling at her," I'm sorry, I don't care.
#2- I was annoyed that certain people ignore me. I was annoyed that they made a blatent attempt to flaunt every activity or gettogether that occured without me...In front of my face, you know who you are. Instead of moaping, I did what any sensible person would do, I kept busy.
#3- State Debate = Frashier nagging/threatening that if we don't succeed we don't get to go to bid tournaments next year
#4- New job = fun, but always stressful
#5- Life is changing, and I don't know how to react. Should I ride the wave or attempt to change the world to make it how I want it? My mom said something pretty awesome when I asked her this question...She said "Honey, Life is always changing, if you tried to change everything you would miss all things. Just accept change, try to be friends with people but if they want to phase you out it will happen regardless of how much you try to bitch." So you know what..love me or hate me? just don't act..Please tell me if you don't want to be my friend(s) because at this point (being completely rational) It would hurt a lot less than the lies/phasing process.
Now onto why life is actually looking awesome in the near future
#1- Kim/Michelle/ Tia. They are so hilarious. They trained me @ target, and they have now become my good friends. They all dropped out of Meridian/Eagle academy respectively and got their GED. They are a bunch of funny, dirty, girls, The call themselves "Tonys Golden Girls" except that is really gross b/c michell is like 38 and tia/kim are really slutty and gross. The girls and I went out on our "smoke break" yesterday...which consisted of a lot of gansta' walkin and them smoking and making me laugh, me taking an occansional drag to "look cool" haha They are keeping me sane by giving me advice too
"FUCK EM' YOU GOT ME!!" -Kim during todays smoke break
#2- Target = fun, friendly people, and the perfect job for me.
#3- No school for tony tomorrow!
Tony