Thinking for myself, why bother?
so I was thinking last night...remembering the first time that Harvey and I...uhh...copulated. lol. And I remember before we got into the nitty gritty of it, he stopped and was like "What's your fantasy?". And I was kinda like HUH? And he asked again. So I told him and ith appened...like, right there. He did everything I said. And then I got to thinkin with nathan...that does not, nor would it ever happen. And that's kind of disappointing. So I tried to discuss this with Nathan, how he's very critical and not very...attentive to my needs...and of course it turned into a really stupid discussion and now I'm just sittin here feelin like I been married for 30 years and all the juice has left my marriage. lol.
What in the hell am I doin?
and don't get me wrong...I'm not the type of bitch who swings from chandeliers in my Tarzan costume just to get my rocks off, but a lil adventure...a lil fantasy goes a LONG WAY once in awhile, ya know? It's nice to have sex w/out the tv on...or without the old man socks...15 minutes of sweaty thumpin and pumpin and it's over...who wants that forever? Certainly not me! But ahh...I guess when u love someone, u just find that happy place to go to for a lil while and deal wit it.
and now it's back to work, ladies and gents...
What in the hell am I doin?
and don't get me wrong...I'm not the type of bitch who swings from chandeliers in my Tarzan costume just to get my rocks off, but a lil adventure...a lil fantasy goes a LONG WAY once in awhile, ya know? It's nice to have sex w/out the tv on...or without the old man socks...15 minutes of sweaty thumpin and pumpin and it's over...who wants that forever? Certainly not me! But ahh...I guess when u love someone, u just find that happy place to go to for a lil while and deal wit it.
and now it's back to work, ladies and gents...