aaaaaaaaaahhhhhh
so i just talked with my boss about how this whole restructuring thing will go. he didn't have any hard and fast answers for me, but he told me that he has told hr that he wants to keep me on as his assistant regardless of what he ends up working on. so if they win the sirius account, i will be moved on there which will make me sublimely happy, and if they don't i may help him out with aig (insurance i think) which will be less exciting, but im glad he wants me to stick with him. directv was a great starter, and it certianly was crazy enough for me to get acclimated in a hurry, but the whole team is changing and it won't be the same. either way, i feel better now...