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((Beware! Ranty! (what, me, ranty? what?) I'd appreciate it if anyone read the first paragraph; it's long, but it's really the thing that's bugging me the most right now.))
Mwargh. School.
Socially, I feel like everyone's in their own little clique and are really reluctant to have me hanging around. I don't like how the cliques shift so much and how superficial some of the friendships feel. I don't feel like I'm interesting enough to hang around with. Talking has become difficult because someone always talks over me, and anything I DO say isn't interesting enough to warrant a response. Like, just today I was talking and the (nameless) person I was talking to just started up and started talking to another person. Rudest thing I've had happen in a while. I was like, "Well Jesus, I'm DAMN sorry". Not. Especially since I try my best to be polite and listen whenever anyone talks to me (even if it's in excess or it's not that interesting *cough*), but when they won't listen back... that ain't cool. Especially since I try and be brief with everything I say. It's not like I was going to ramble on and on, inserting every unimportant detail I possibly can. It's like, "I will always be there to listen, but I will not exist JUST to listen".
Yeah. Sorry. Had to get that out. D:
Academically, it sucks. So much work in Stock Market and Math that I should probaby get to, mainly. The mural is weird and I feel like I'm failing because none of my food actually LOOKS like food. Ceramics is pointless and I feel bad for cutting out on it so much because Denny probably thinks that I don't appreciate the class, but the truth is there's nothing to do, especially since my head sculpture hasn't been fired and we can't use glazes/slips after tomorrow. So I either sit there drawing or I go to Mr. Wald's or Frieda's. And I feel bad.
SEASON FINALES = eh. Not as exciting as I would have thought. Heroes was OK and kind of "awww", but 24 was a big, fat, predictable letdown. D: And the last 15 minutes were "auuuugh pointless angst who cares".
((But that kind of worries me, because more than likely eXiled will be a lot of pointless angst when it's a show, so I probably shouldn't talk x3 But it'll be different. I'll make people actually CARE about the characters!))
Speaking of eXiled, I'm redoing the page I was stuck on. I think the main reason I get stuck on working on the pages is because some of the pages aren't worthy enough to be worked on. So I redo 'em. But this one looks a lot better. :) And I'm not inking it. Inking sucks. It takes away from the personality and emotion of the original sketch. At least for me. D:
OK, well, that's enough outta me tonight.